Do straight guys like to have sex with men when they smoke meth?

I don't know what it is but when I get high I'd put on all my girlfriends sexy clothes make up shave everything put a wig on stuff fake breast I'll have on a tight mini dress with my ass cheeks showing through the bottom and would walk down my street with a jacket on but my ass showing through the mini dress kinda wanting to get caught by some man walking by and would want to be bent over and fucked so hard and deep and treated like a little slutty girl one night a guy pulled up to me and I jumped in his car he took me to his apartment and what do you know he was smoking meth too so we smoked meth and he was a freak he wanted me to suck his cock and lick his ass before he stuck his 11 inch dick deep inside of me it was so big I kept pushing my butt further on his cock so it'll go all the way deep inside of me Everytime id moan id make a little sissy girl moan acting like I was a little slut girl he'd fuck me harder he came in my asshole so deep it felt so good high on meth with warm cum in my ass every time I took another hit of meth id bend over and pull up the skirt where my ass cheeks would show and I'd slide my crack open and let it bounce closed and he'd get so excited he'd be fucking my ass again he asked me if I minded if he called few other guys I was thinking she wanted to fuck another guy so I said sure well 4 of his friends came over all of them had huge cocks I swear they had put them in a penis pump or something onedudes cock was so fat and iswore itwas like 14 inches well come to find out they wersntthere for his entertainment I was their entertainment I was brutally fucked weather i wanted it ornot theytook advantage of me guess ishouldntbe dressing likeaslutty girl but i was high af and other dude brought molly ghb and some other stuff they stuck molly in my butt and drank ghb i was so fucked up i ended up fucking all 5 of them for 14 hours straight and i loved every minute what surprised me is i guess the firstguy thought i was a trans prostitute because he met me whioe i was walking the streets oifting up my skirt so i assume he thought i was a prostitute and when he called me an Uber he left me $2500 on the table I guess all them guys paid to fuck me all night when I left I was coming down off the high and I'm dressed slutty in an Uber a little weird because I'm not like that sober wonder what driver thought I could barely walk and i know for a fact I had cum ozzing out my butthole through my lace panties oh reminds me when i was dressing in my house one of my friends came over and had to dress back as a man because he doesnt know that side of me anyways he said he saw me through my phone dressing up and he said its cool that hes into that kinda stuff him and his girlfriend wanted to do a 3 some but he wanted to fuck my asshole and he asked me if id take his cock all the way as deep as it can go i told him i didnt inow what he was taliing about and he left and when I took another hit itextwd him saying id only do it oetting him fuck me if his girlfriend will shave her pussy and let me eat her out as hedid it he agreed but when he came over he was alone so i never did anything with him but how tf did he see me through my phone told me I should delete apps I don't use I wonder if he downloaded a secret app on my phone at time I heard from a few girls he had a huge cock too that's why he asked if id take it all the way I wanna get high again so bad and do the same thing dress like a prostitute walk the streets with my ass hanging out and fuck fuck fuck I just love the feel of a big dick in my ass I'm white and always had a fantasy of getting fucked by a black man with a huge.huge dick i wanna see if icantakehis cockalltheway up my girly ass pussy I reaoly believe i can take itall the way i just wanna be dominated by a big dick maybe his friend soiding both black dicks up my ass and one big black dick shoving down my throat I have that fantacy so bad